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Sickness Woke Up
05:28
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How he hates this face seen everyday
The one from which he can't run away
Again he feels the knife digging forward
Softly once the sun went down
So much dirt to clean, he could only crawl
He made his chains, he fell in thrall
The little he is still
Is shattered down and now he's paying the bill
And the doubts we sowed
Got all the time to grow
In every spaces made
By things left unsaid
No you won't take it in stride
Sickness woke up inside
Isn't it a bit late to care?
He wasn't at his place, he disappeared
All in all he was his own trace
Left in an invisible maze
All things done and mostly not done
It may be a blast but he was already long gone
And the doubts we sowed
Got all the time to grow
In every spaces made
By things left unsaid
No you won't take it in stride
Sickness woke up inside
A wrong blood is boiling and getting cold by the same time
Shaking and teasing the turmoil lurking inside
You'd better step aside
Before it all collides
And the pain we sowed
Got all the time to grow
In every spaces made
By things left unsaid
Can't take it in stride
Sickness woke up inside
You can't run away
Feel the knife, fall in thrall
Pay the bill and disappear
You're a trace in your maze
You're already long gone
Sickness woke up inside
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2. |
Fear the Creatures
03:33
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Voices turning to screems by night
Calling back the ghosts who couldn't fade in the past
Born from the seeds our deepest dreads have been throwing down
Fed by the tears our own world is spitting out
Questions freed to dispel all light
Burning my guts like little shards of glass
Born from the seeds our deepest dreads have been throwing down
Fed by the tears our own world is spitting out
Fear the creatures tearing appart the shelter of my head
Shadows of vultures turning around the remains of my aims
Fear the creatures tearing appart the shelter of my head
Upcoming rupture finishing off a soul slowly maimed
Creepers dancing a noxious rite
Grinding the bounds of my sanity down to dust
Born from the seeds our deepest dreads have been throwing down
Fed by the tears our own world is spitting out
Fear the creatures tearing appart the shelter of my head
Shadows of vultures turning around the remains of my aims
Fear the creatures tearing appart the shelter of my head
Upcoming rupture finishing off a soul slowly maimed
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3. |
Procrastinate
04:03
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Yeah I don't give a damn
I do on my own plan
My time is not for rent
Should make it my new trend
Ain't that fine to procrastinate your life?
Ain't got no schedule to follow
Just slow down and ease your mind
Wait! You should do that tomorrow
Procrastinate your life
Ain't got no schedule to follow
Just slow down and ease your mind
Wait! You should do that tomorrow
Think I sould give a damn
Most days are short and bland
Never a dime to spend
I start to feel the scam
Is that fine to procrastinate your life?
When the alternative is a no-go
Your whole being stuck on stand-by
Let's think about it tomorrow
Procrastinate your life
When the alternative is a no-go
Your whole being stuck on stand-by
Let's think about it tomorrow
Yeah now I give a damn
Go find out where time went
I've ditched out all my friends
I became my own sham
Who said that's fine to procrastinate your life?
Wake up empty and hollow
Feeling fucked-up and resigned
Always pushing back the morrows
Procrastinating your life
Wake up empty and hollow
Feeling fucked-up and resigned
Always pushing back the morrows
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4. |
Realm of Remorse
03:36
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Is this desire on your face?
Or just liquor in my head?
Who remembers odd summer haze?
Stars were smiling upon our fate
And all this time you were building this realm for me
When we both know that I'm not the kind to bend a knee
And all this time you were building this realm for me
'Cause you're something good enough to cry for
Is this mocking there on your face?
Or all my remorses in disguise?
When life strikes like a mace
Stars are laughing upon our demise
And all this time you were building this realm for me
When we both know that I'm not the kind to bend a knee
And all this time you were building this realm for me
'Cause you're something good enough to cry for
I'm many stories no mouth could tell
As dawn rose empty of promises
Since I've kept trying without a yell
To pull your sword outside my chest
And all this time I was building this realm for me
When we both know that I'm not the kind to bend a knee
Still all this time I was building this realm for me
'Cause you're something good enough to cry for
'Cause you're something good enough to cry for
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5. |
Mad Sometimes
04:53
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Dim Light, must fade all sounds
Lie in the dark and sigh
Feel the call along your spine
Burn all bridges or fry
Memories of faces are striking me down
A dull reminder of all weaknesses and letdowns
From which you managed to born and rise
Guess we can't run from all longings and lacks implied
So come on, please me now
Put some fire in those useless lonely deeds
Like some illusion of fulfilled needs
A fake scar on all that bleeds
Don't fit, escape the mold
Sort out what you've been told
Strike the match 'till it goes wild
Burn all bridges and fry
Visions of mundane are driving me mad
A poor sequel to all failures and trials
In which I managed to sink and drown
Jeez! the lies we rot in when fears rule our minds
So come on, please me now
Put some fire in those useless lonely deeds
Like some illusion of fulfilled needs
A fake scar on all that bleeds
Leave all guilt aside
It's good to be mad sometimes
They won't shut their mouths
We'll keep it for us and hide
But I never felt as alone as I do now
Staring the filth that results from a swelling lie
So come on, please me now
Put some fire in those useless lonely deeds
Like some illusion of fulfilled needs
A fake scar on all that bleeds
Leave all guilt aside
It's good to be mad sometimes
They won't shut their mouths
We'll keep it for us and hide
So do your crime
It's good to be mad sometimes
They won't shut their mouths
We'll keep it for us and die
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6. |
Strayed
05:11
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Strayed!
Far away complaint of the thunder
So bring it on, I unleash the demon
I'll just lay down here in the dust
Let it carry me up to you lord
The air is thicker than tar
And the moist adds to my sweat
Turn off the light, Choke on the mist
Let the spirits creeping in and mess with my own
So bring your lightning now
It can't compete with this storm in my head
Strayed!
(No you can't compete with this storm in my head)
Strayed!
I hear your bells behind my steps
Like a dire laughter in my many heads
I'm as many sins I wouldn't dare
Your horns can rip me up, I do not care
I get used to all this pain to here from there
Until it stopped to be a price
So bring on your lightning now
Strayed!
(And I'll pay it anytime)
Strayed!
Let your winds blow my thoughts away
It's much more weight than I could bear
So come on bring all the lightning you want
There will be no scream, There's nothing left to hide
As you descend to slash this cage of flesh
Just swing down your scythe
And open me up until I have bled her out
Until I've bled her out
Strayed!
(Until I've bled her out
Out of this callous heart)
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7. |
Bound to the Night
04:35
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Been a cold, dark and a lonely way
The path is scattered with bones and nails
Yet blackness gently lighten to a soothing gray
You'll fade in the morning
Because we are bound to the night
I'm halfway out of this mourning
Guess I've stopped begging you somehow
Just die and vanish with the dawn
Long took the first glance out of this redoubt
A pale horizon found its way to these dry eyes
Seems like the endless maze evaporates out
You'll fade in the morning
Because we are bound to the night
I'm halfway out of this mourning
Guess I've stopped begging you somehow
Just die and vanish with the dawn
But on the other hand I'm still halfway in
And you're pulling me back
Gotta keep the head out of the mud
Yeah I'll stop begging you somehow
Just die and vanish with the dawn
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8. |
Torn New Day
02:28
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Lives are meeting and you're always one step behind
A new life is rising and now two steps behind
Now life is leaving and for that...
You're ten thousand steps ahead
There's those days if you give me a trigger
I won't smell the burnt powder
This whole mess is no game
So stop to find it some winners
(And one loser)
Don't send no wishes on this torn new day
Pity is no redeem for disdain
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9. |
Hammer and Woodlouse
05:10
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Careful, here comes the kick
An untold problem meets a well-known prick
Cheap wine and discounted suit
You could even raise a pinky that would be cute
And I couldn't laugh as loud as I'd like if I would
To slam it down won't break its shell
The crawler is prouder than you could tell
Climbing its way limb after limb
Far above your little parvenu's whims
Sharp tongue and acid grin
An unmasked disdain taken on the chin
Stoicism to face the plight
But if I could deal with that I guess I wouldn't write
No I don't have enough of two middle-fingers for you
To slam it down won't break its shell
The crawler is prouder than you could tell
Climbing its way limb after limb
Far above your little parvenu's whims
To slam it down won't break my shell
I am much prouder than you could tell
Fighting my way limb after limb
Way above your little parvenu's whims
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10. |
Inexistence
04:20
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Can't remind where I forgot myself
Was it days or months? My skin can't tell
Will this ceiling ever pour down on me?
I swear through it soon I'll can see
As long as there are four walls I can be free
Free to dwell in this self-loathing spree
Inexistence invades me, I am the remedy and the disease
The disease
In how many parts did I divide myself?
Was it zero? My reality can't tell
The clock's company gets louder and louder
As this mind-space grows creepier each hour
Will this brain ever release my chains?
Are they even still there or is it just a weight remain?
Inexistence invades me, I am the remedy and the disease
No, I must be the remedy
This silence shouts you "run!" but the feet are nailed
While hands fight the gun and the thoughts are jailed
You flee the morning and its dead gray light
Consuming your ills after midnight
And you've been nothing but a closed chapter
When a last time comes you know it years after
This hole is way to frail for a proper grave
You are no-one else but your own slave
Rise up and blow this hell!
But it takes some guts to defeat yourself
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11. |
Clean my Bones White
03:37
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Grind me, grind me bits by bits
Every little pieces you can itch
Rip 'em up and rip 'em out
Endlessly as red turns white
Cryptic signs witnessed by my back
Burn through my skin
And clean my bones white
Dry me, dry me tear by tear
Every little drops to salt the meat
Lick 'em up and lick 'em down
Endlessly as red turns white
Twisted impressions leaving their mark
Burn through my skin
And clean my bones white
As you hunt down every last traces of peace in this husk of mine
Blindness becomes the only means to endure what we can't fix
But lingering in stale water won't wash the stain just spread the dirt
And erase the thin line between sarcasm and damage done
Did you like it?
Trash me, trash me day by day
Any twisted lil' game you wanna play
Try it out, wear me out
Hopelessly I'm long gone, Bye!
Cryptic signs witnessed by my back
Twisted impressions leaving their mark
Burn through my skin
And clean my bones white
You all clean my bones white
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12. |
Devil's Way
02:26
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Injuries are part of us
We watch them open up and close
Anytime we care enough to fall
Neither sense or reason give applause
Time makes me feel
Like I'm on some Devil's way
There I walk
Alone on my Devil's way
Outshined by so many empty souls
Drowned in all their nonsense unfold
Incipient confusion cut ourselves off
Either blood or water will explode
They all make me feel
Like I'm on some Devil's way
There I go
Alone on my Devil's way
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13. |
Shores of Emptiness
08:34
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Can you hear the leaves dying?
As they shrivel down into mud
Like a bone melts within soil and rust
Can you hear?
Nothing gets as loud as this silence
You ain't no weight in the great balance
Have you ever lost your way girl?
When there is no life along the path
And its length makes no sense
Have you ever tumbled in spiral?
I'm afraid the snake has bitten his tail
When I stood between both ends
And if this void has any shore
This is where might roam my shadow
Have you ever seen love bloom girl?
And stared at it until your skin froze
While your heart chokes in its lonely flesh
Have you ever felt terror looming over?
'Cause I'm dragged through a flooded pipe
And my breath rips my lungs out of my chest
And if this void has any shore
It must be where is waiting my shadow
'Cause I've been swallowed by its depth
(And there is no bottom to it)
Now can you hear the leaves dying?
'Cause I make the same sound as them
Torn between dead calm and mayhem
Would you blow me away from my trouble?
For no destination, just the travel
Can you hear the leaves dying?
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Influences : Mark Lanegan, Jerry Cantrell, Alice in Chains, Soundgarden, the Melvins, STP, Days of the New,...
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